I won’t let go until He blesses me on January 21 at 6pm. I’ve had physical reactions from this fast. I’ve had to stop working for short periods because of the physical aspects of this fast. I’ve had side effects from not eating and drinking what my body is used to. But if it isn’t life or death, I CAN’T QUIT. Why? Because I’m fasting for life or death blessings. I have pages of visions and promises He has shown me. I want spiritual wisdom, knowledge and discernment on a higher spiritual level. I need spiritual blessings for ministry. I need financial blessings to steward for my family and the kingdom of God. I need debt cancellation from the economic warfare system and from stupid mistakes I’ve made. I CAN’T QUIT. This is deep. This isn’t about the group. This is personal for me. I need supernatural blessings in my life. I CAN’T QUIT.

Genesis 32:23-31 “After he had sent them across the stream, he sent over all his possessions. So Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him till daybreak. When the man saw that he could not overpower him, he touched the socket of Jacob’s hip so that his hip was wrenched as he wrestled with the man. Then the man said, ‘Let me go, for it is daybreak.’ But Jacob replied, ‘I will not let you go unless you bless me.’ The man asked him, ‘What is your name?’ ‘Jacob,’ he answered. Then the man said, ‘Your name will no longer be Jacob, but Israel, because you have struggled with God and with humans and have overcome. Jacob said, ‘Please tell me your name.’ But he replied, ‘Why do you ask my name?’ Then he blessed him there. So Jacob called the place Peniel,[b] saying, ‘It is because I saw God face to face [theophany], and yet my life was spared.’ The sun rose above him as he passed Peniel,[c] and he was limping because of his hip.”